DANCE for LIFE

2009-07-21T19:29:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo~~ I so lack the mood to high now man.. i am so worried and scared cause the final exams for semester1 is coming soon. Earliest paper on 21August. Faint. And the bad thing is the day falls on FRIDAY!! I have my SINGING LESSON!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to cry already lala.. So stressed up till today's macroeconomics lecture, i am so paying attention la, but i still feel tire cause today's lesson starts at 8. =.= Eyes wide open, mind half sleeping, half listening but overall not bad. Actually all modules are fun just that it seems boring and i didn't listen to any lectures and tutorials thus now i am worried for my POA this coming friday and other 3 modules for the final exams.. ok, stop all this scary things now. Had my 2nd lesson for my singing lesson last friday!! In total, i will have 2teachers. 1 for the teaching of music knowledge while the other for the singing part. ( 1 guy & 1 lady respectively) Last friday's lesson is heart popping one. Everyone has to come up to sing a song till the chorus. What the!! Scary!! I sang 假面的告白 by Jolin Tsai. She said my voice so suit this kind of EMO song la!! HAPPY~!! ;) but also la, i emo girl type de. Hurhur. I feel my singing sucks and i am trembling in my voice. Hahs, so shy la. ;)

2009-07-12T20:38:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY! Is it a good day or bad day?? Cause tomorrow is another new week and we all have to go to school rushing for tutorials, lectures, homeworks etc and being boring for me. =.= Sad. Today was supposedly going out with nerissa but all not free so decided to go library to study but no space, so here i am at home blogging and preparing to revise my POA.. =.= which i think is quite hard to start cause LAZY ar~!! Hahas. I failed my poa and lab exams. For the others all heng heng pass. I think i am going t o"DIE" soon if i don't start pulling up my socks and start to LISTEN in tutorials and lectures!! Have been in "AFTER O'LEVEL HOLIDAY MOOD" till NOW!! OH MAN, PLEASE HELP ME!! As for last friday, hohoho~~ went for my singing lesson. hmm, first lesson actually v.boring and nothing much. Learning those like theory of music, eg. rhythem and pitching. My theory lesson is taught by a guy, HIDEAKI. Next week if i'm not wrong is starting to learn abit of singing techniques?? by another female teacher. They have different teachers for different kind of lesson. It is like in school, maths, english, science etc, we have different teachers teaching mostly. Same thing as well. My class has 9 girls. 1 GUY only. Hahs. Pathetic 1 guy only, no handsome guys. AIYA!! Hahs. They gave us the school shirt but we can don't wear it everytime for lesson. It is just for us, like a "gift" like that?? Hahs. Oh, i miss RAVIN, MY CLIQUE, MY SCHOOLMATES, EVERYONE in WRSS not in NYP!! Hahs, i'm so bad but is the fact la, my classmates in nyp has NOTHING for me to miss or the urge to go to school everyday. =.= Pathetic CLASS. Hahs. But except for afew nia, which can be counted using 1hand. FAINT. =.= Hahs. I think i will start revision and do my tutorials after lunch?? Hahs, as if i will sia TO ME. SHIT!! Envious to those who can study and are clever.. Sian. EHEH, but i also clever la. Hahs, like zhenbang said, my potential haven't come out yet. HOHOHO~!! If i want to study, the world is going to DROP~!! HAHS~!!

2009-07-08T14:49:00.000-07:00

MIRACLE is happening to me, i think?? Hahs, cause i'm blogging so often. Hahs. I want to change my blogskin la, but no suitable ones and i don't know how to make a blogskin of my own too.. hmm.. Now is break-time and everyone is in tutorial room playing laptops or being disgusting pervert. Hahs. Lesson starting at 3pm man, 15min more to go. One word, BORING!! Duh. Hahs. I'm feeling excited and scare at the same time not for now but TOMORROW!! Tomorrow is the day officially going to Lee Wei Song School of Music for my teenage vocal! HOHOHO~! Let's see what going to happen tomorrow during my singing lesson, hope my new friends there are nice to be with and not like ... ERH HEM. Hahs. Tomorrow fast fast come beh. Heh. =DD

2009-07-07T15:01:00.000-07:00

Hey yo~!! back to blogging again cause i am real bored in MACROECONOMICS lesson. Dying soon or rather like what Gg says: " MELTING!" Hahs. Macroeconomics lecture was damn sleepy, NOT only me. Hahs. ALL in the LECTURE! The lecturer was talking nonsense about the slide and people are:" Did i sleep v.long??" cause when they wake up it is still the same slide as eve. Hahs. For me, more PRO!! I open my BIG eyes, and sleep with them OPEN!! Can you imagine?? seriously i am speaking. Hahs. And worse of all, i forgot tap my card though i went in in the given time. Faint, and the lecturer won't care about it and it means ABSENT for lesson! =.= WTF. hurhur, so vulgar but i think Gg win me by lot lot.Hahs. Gg don't scold me. Hahs. Now in tutorial room and i am here blogging, chatting and uploading my youtube. I found SS501 SOLO COLLECTION. It's cool man. I think i need tell qii about it, she will go crazy. Hahs. It is those kind of MV which has episodes that look like a movie. A long story-line for MV. Hahs.

2009-07-07T11:07:00.000-07:00

super duper long time never update my blog.. now 10.40 AM, i should be in class be a good girl and listen in POA class but NO, i am here BLOGGING~!! hahs. I feel so damn SLEEPY las~ 3 weeks holidays that i don't need to wake up early in the morning rushing to school on time. hahs. Ya, is RUSHING. Nothing much happened actually all the while. Remembered that the time went out with elysia tan MOMO (hahs), on the way back home, feels nauseous, (don't know how to spell) vomited once on the train, then alight at A.M.K to "wash up" myself. Then carried on back home again. Nice momo, she accompany to my station then back home. But i vomited again at cwp. Went to the nearest rubbish bin to do my VOMITING again. haha, nothing to be proud of la~ hurhur. So didn't went for school for 2 days, got MC. So my illness is STOMACH FLU. Vomit the whole night, waking up once every HOUR to vomit. Super not well.. That day is supposed to be a gathering for our clique but 2 didn't turn up cause not free, so left me and momo. We went kbox, sing like hell and photo-ing like hell.. hahs. Most photos on momo's fc but her blog got some as well. Hmm.. Ok, even more happy thing is... This coming friday (10 july 2009), i am going for my FIRST lesson in Lee Wei Song School of Music(LWS School of Music). HOHOHO~~!! excited las~~ but worried i can't sing well. hurhur.. ok, i think i am stopping here for now. Flu and sore throat. Faint. BYE~! hahs.

2009-05-15T19:44:00.000-07:00

hmm.. my handpohone sot again. i cnt send or receive msg and call or receive calls. so i used my dad's handphone ydy and tdy. i'm sorry to him lol. tdy i was rushing to sch cause i thought i'm late but not yet though. =.= so in the hurry, the handphone drop out from the casing as it's too loose. super lots of scratches sia.. so guilty of it. so hw sold away my old hp and bought a new nokia hp which is the Xpressmusic and it's a candy bar type de for me. then i gave him back his which is alr.. opps. ar!!!!!!!!! guilty all the way from i drop it till i told him about it lol.. OH............. so my new hp is so thin that i'm not used to it.. hahs, weird right?? ok, tdy only had 2hrs lecture of poa and done. i didn't bring anytnk or bag bt my lanyard, ez-link, poa book, hp and ipod. hahs. after the lecture was actually going to ecp but nd travel 1hr i sian alr then i went then. who knows when i reach home, there's noone and i didn't bring my keys. so i had to sit outside my hse and wait my maid come back from fetching my sis from sch.. so pathetic right?? hahs. 2times alr.. "pei fu" of myself. hahs. so got in alr, i shld have eaten my lunch first but i slept before even eating a single bit after it's heated and take out onto the dining table.. hohoho

2009-05-14T10:51:00.000-07:00

i think i saw jiahao at woodlands control station and fionne with a guy in cwp.. hmm.. kpo right?? hohoho~~ hmm tdy i was late by 1min nia but shld i say lucky it's fine? cause lecturer thought lesson starts at 10 while it starts at 9 and the projector ws spoilt.. =.= so lecturer cancelled to don't know which mon.. sian.. another week going to be tiring again.. hmm.. so nw free, waiting for eng lesson to start at 11.10 i think and so here i have the time to blog abit of tdy happenings. yea. hahs

2009-05-13T23:33:00.000-07:00

today is an emo day for me.. reasons?? lazy say.. hmm.. tdy in the end our plan is go kbox sing song and eat bt zhen bang, joseph and peter don't want so plan broken. they went eating and later some went home some play pool. for me, we go amk le then they change plan and i go back agn.. but is head home.. =.= md not good so ate my lunch at home, sleep and then go nyp for my dance.. royston suddenly so cold towards me.. i also don't know what i did he like so angry. yuqi say maybemisunderstanding cause of the plan thing. she said that maybe royston think is i don't want go so i went hm but actually not ar.. if i don't want, i won't go amk with them alr.. hmm.. his replies by msg is so pathetically short.. no nd summarised, v.easy. 1word each for 3msg-es. k, lol and no. he really scares me like hell now.. yuqi tell me test him tml by talking to him normally and see his reactions.. hmm.. so tml then. now is like a show ar.. ur want see the results?? please stay tune then..! hahs!! qing jin qing qi dai!! last epi.. hahs, although no la. 3weeks nia lehh, hw many years and months left then can last epi sia.. hahs..

2009-05-12T21:43:00.000-07:00

bored, so here i am.. blogging.. hahs. miracle right?? so i post about tdy then.. actually now there's nth to say about cause everyday go nyp lectures and tutorials nia.. the most is pon lecture.. heh. yea, i pon marketing lecture ytd and who knows i forget to take my laptop which i put on the chair in the lecture room.. i only realised when i outside nyp and i saw ppl taking laptops and feel why is it that going home my hands so light without anything but i came to sch was like damn hell heavy.. hahs then i realised. aren't i sotong? so i quickly went back to find so anxiously.. i quickly msg royston ask him help me see still there not but he replied DON'T HAVE!! i was about to faint upon reading it. hahs. luckily it was still in the lecture room.. actually the place i put my laptop was taken by someone when i went in back to retrieve. when i saw my laptop not there, i was nearly on the point on pointing already but i quickly ask them if got see a laptop. and their reactions was turning their heads to their right one-by-one and the last guy then turn to another chair to take.. wah, i was anxious like hell and their reaction to me is like in drama those kind of slow motion.. hahas. after that went back home happily. hahs =) tdy nth much just that during macroeconomics tutorial lesson went out of the class and sit at the nearest staircase and chat with vanessa until the lesson over and everyone came out.. xiu zhu still call me can go out le.. hahs. =DD hmm.. tml is going to end early, 10-1. going out with wang zheng for her interview at city hall and later down back again to nyp fpr my dance. sian about it already.. hmm..

2009-05-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

hmm.. friday's lessons always end early.. i was damn lazy to go to sch tdy so i was lazing around on my bed till even preparing i was so so so so slow.. hahs. tdy gt POA lecture (2hrs) and we can head home.. bt actually after that going eat lunch and play badminton with friends(roysten, joseph, zhen bang, jonathan, xiu zhu and yuqi) in the sports hall but cause of something i don't want go so i went off le.. but who knows halfway to mrt station i was pulled back by cheryl and angie to celebrate yuqi's birthday. (my class de) so i went bck still in the end.. meet my friends again at my sch's koufu but no space so the 3 of us went to another canteen to eat. we ordered economic meal set2 which consists of mian, vege and sausage but angie and cheryl had the chicken instead of sausage.. hmm.. so aftet that went to find tutorial room to celebrate yuqi's birthday.. Jonathan and xiu zhu went to take the green tea birthday cake from amk and back to sch that they skip their lunch.. cheryl was clever cause she smash a piece of cake onto yuqi's face when she pass it to her to eat.. hohoho.. nice one man!! so they were playing around with cakes and xiu zhu had to clean up most of it.. poor thing.. hahs.. so after that went play badminton then there's a group of people lend us their rackets to us to play cause they going back lecture again le.. so kind of them.. =)) we were having alot of fun but roysten and jonathan were like playing competition so ren zhen.. hahs.. after that went koufu eat dessert and while eating talk and suddenly say laterr go play pool.. then me, roysten, jonathan, xiu zhu and zhenbang went pool in amk, the rest WALK to amk to watch movie.. =.= we were like... walk?? your play badminton till siaoo?? hahs. so we took mrt there.. i was playing not bad better then the last time at first but later was like BOOO~~ SUCKY le.. hmm.. hahs.. then later went home with roysten cause we same is head bck jurong east while xiu zhu, jonathan and zhenbang head marina bay that side.. so parted again.. so here i am blogging, listening to BY2's new songs and chatting with jonathan on msn.. hmm.. so how's everyone in their each respective new lifes again?? lots of misses.. tdy was supposed to have a meal at rp ar 3.30 but here and there say never go then in the end never le.. so this's not wrss gathering le ba just a gathering among friends that are closest to??? hmm.. never mind, we can make another gathering again?? =DD yea??

2009-05-05T11:06:00.000-07:00

oh, mon and tues was such tiring days. early start sch, late end sch.. i was like both days brain alr dozing off and nw is wed 10:50 and i'm blogging nw during computer lab lessons. this week my mind and brain both is like so super duper no md, cnt listen in class at all.. sometnk starting to bother me.. ok, ytd was to go meet qi aft sch bt i shld end ltr den her bt in e end she ends even ltr den me.. hahs poor tnk man girl.. so i went with my friends go play pool instead.. long damn long nvr play was lyk so damn lousy lol. so ps ytd.. hahs. bt tdy i still meeting qii go bugis do my eyebrow. i cnt be lazy anymore. i must trim often or daily man.. be pretty!! ARHAHS!! hmm.. bt her lesson end at 3.30 bt i don feel lyk gg hm cause i md abit dwn n sad abit dono y also.. mad liao.. hax.. hmm

2009-04-30T22:48:00.000-07:00

ytd went kbox after sch with royston, xiu zhu, yuqi(my class), jonathon and me of course! =DD hmm, i had to went bck hm take my dance tnks first b4 headin to amk's kbox, cause aft kbox i nd go bck sch agn for my dance company cca.. wah, all of them are gao shou sia, sing so gd sia! ps lol, i sing so sucks bt when i start singing i was lyk, OH MAN!! SO SWEET VOICE!! hahs, thick skin yea. ;) hohoho.. alot funny tnks happen in kbox cause of royston. rmb 1part super damn funny.. royston sing halfway ask jonathon continue on.. hahs, bt e nxt line is OH..YEAH..OH.. DUH!! hahs. sing tt cause he cnt sing up .. cute shey... and their chi lousy so they cnt read so cnt sing properly.. everytnk was wrong and if nt lalala.. hahs.. cute shey.. as for my dance company hmm only warm ups. adeline[dono spell] same cca!! =)) i shld be in alr ba cause of space limit they had to from no audition to choosing.. hmm, so ya lol. tdy leh, went SQUASH!! super tiring bt fun. gt afew handsome guys to see.. hohoho!! considerin want join nt.. coach fees $20, jersey $30, racket must buy ourself which i heard tt cost a bomb?? oh man, hw to decide luh.. i only scare i nt up to it nia.. hmm.. ate a small piece of super supreme pizza for dinner just nia.. hmm, slack nw den. dono tml want go wgr lehh... maybe gg out with royston they all agn?? hmm..

2009-04-26T07:54:00.000-07:00

hmm.. v.saddening. ytd finally found someone to go out with me to buy bags aft jio-ing more than 5 bt less than 10 ppl.. pathetic me. my world seems no friends all of a sudden.. in e end, i went hm empty handed. =.= cause bags was so exp all of a sudden and nth really caught my eyes. i nd a bigger bag for the need nia.. hmm.. i nd to buy 1 b4 my current bag suddenly ... .. hahs, shld know what issit huh.. ya, bt don't tnk there's any free time. working on weekends, weekdays was so lazy and most imply nobody to ask as well. i tnk sooner or ltr ur will see me walking along the streets or shooping malls ALONE.. sad case. hax. =( so tdy was working the whole day and watch star awards just now and here i'm BLOGGING!! hahs.. gg watch utube now, my only friend whom will nvr leave me huh.;)) heh.

2009-04-24T00:55:00.000-07:00

poly life starts now, which means everybody is going separate ways. for me, orientation no fun, new poly no fun, new friends no fun, new environment no fun. my mind's full of the past.. the time spent with friends, cliques etc are what i wanted to get back to most.. wanted to hold on as long as possible but life told us we cnt and it's the fact?? new place, new beginning?? what i want nw is just the time tgt wth friends bt ... .. everybody seems to have their plans everyday, what to do, whr to go with new friends.. cn i too?? i'm sad, the urge to cry bt to stay strong i hold bck.. blurry image is what i cn do?? the tears cn hold bck hw long?? will they start to roll down on the sad face the nxt moment, sec, min, hr, days, weeks, months, yrs..? cn they hold tt real long?? no standard ans could be given.. ; (

SADNESS..

2009-03-28T20:50:00.000-07:00

today and tomorrow working. today morning teach till i nearly gone bankers, little kids really are so naughty. Their voices are louder then mine. =.= hahs hmm.. i'm really sian everyday.. only went out ytd nor.. gotten jio by huiaun go mingq. hse play mahjong, watch show and play bowling.. in the end we watch show halfway den slack. so aft i went hm le cause gg out at night. also sian. =.= i nw say till i also very sian.so stop le, i go check it out jolin tsai new songs though i check it out v.long time ago le only saw those in youtube before that. hmm bye~ =)

2009-03-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

2009-03-19T22:34:00.000-07:00

It has been so long since i last post. hahs. Now is either staying at home rot or going out with yuqi but always has no idea where to spend our time. It's like so damn boring.. [i don't mean qi] O.M.G ok, my mum took leave for 2 days and i went out with my mum to see if we can find anything that we can buy or short of or wanted to buy. So we went OG at orchard point and selected items are 20% discount but yesterday has 30% discount.. HOHOHO, cnt we lucky we got to know there's a big sale the next day we went. Since i'm so lazy, which everybody knows =), my mum went alone the next day and i asked her to buy some stuffs for me. heh. I also regret never going with my mum cause in the end she was back with full of shopping bags. And there's a bag which is mine!! =DD Also some are my mum's stuff and some mattresses and a queen size LITTLE YNONYA'S BEDSHEET!! I want!! but available for Queen size ONLY. Saddening =( hmm, so shall stop here then and i shall post again if there's anything interesting etc.

2009-01-21T11:43:00.000-08:00

STUPID!!! HOW COME DREAMT OF THAT PERSON!!?? FAINT!!!

2008-11-20T10:02:00.000-08:00

Early morning?? hahs. Ok, later will be going out with qii to do our shopping.. I think i'm being influenced by her, i wanna buy BLING BLING earrings!! hahs =DD Everything bling bling. Am i going to buy my high heels which will also be bling bling?? HAHAS!! k la, ealy morning don gao xiao so much. eat my breakfast loh.. Bye. =)
EHEH, can anyone please tag my pathetic tagboard. I'm like talking to myself lol. Hahs.

2008-11-19T20:32:00.000-08:00

Never blog for around 2-3 days le.. Here i am, posting again for the day. =) Today was supposed to meet out with qii to do our shopping BUT she gonna bring her nephew to go for a swim, so i end up at home. HOWEVER, god seems to have fun. It started to rain. =.= Then your should know what happen.. Qii went to trim her hair.. O.M.G. so wasted. Xin tong for her luh.. Hmm.. Today not good. I regretted buying the ondeh ondeh for $2.40 each and bought two. At first i didn't wanted to buy le cause it's too exp and i'm lazy. =p But, my sister wanted to go walk walk, so gave her $$$ to buy nor at cwp with my maid. Who knows, she came back with 2 packets. Heart break luh, $5 no more. Somemore it's not too our liking.. ARGHHH!! Sian diao lol. Somemore, i forget who's the taste like and what so ever e.. i use a fork to eat, who knows the flavouring inside it spurt[don't know how to spell] out and dirtied my shirt. ... .. SPEECHLESS le.. Kena my mum scold also, so exp. CHAM ar.. hahs, k la. Don't wish say much le. Tml is m,y brother's last day A'lvl examinations. FINALLY!! [but still later then ours. =p] heh. =DD He asked me wheather i want to eat seoul garden this coming sat cause only me and him in s'p. Thinking cause not sure by that time i should have start work le ba?? Depends, so see first ba. =) Wanted to post the picture of the ondeh ondeh but lazy ano PEK CHEK about it. SO, ne.mind le ba. =) hahs. Shall stop here then. Bye. =))

2008-11-16T18:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday didn't went out with qii to do our shopping. I was so lazy and she wanted me to put FULL make up and wear contact lense. LAZY AR!! hahs. Then she don't know went out with who. Today also didn't went out. But maybe going ktv with outside friends next week when i had my off ba.. Btw, yesterday lunch was... .. My brother reheat our lunch then 2-3+ thn he realise he forgot to off the stove fire.. Your know what??? the inner base of the pot is burnt then the left-over soup evaporated. Even the chicken was WAH!! hahs =DD opps. Lucky he walk around the house while studying to memorise ba, then he saw it.. If not my house gonna say BYEBYE le.. hahs. hmm.. eating dinner soon. bye everyone!! =)

2008-11-14T21:03:00.000-08:00

Won't be blogging much le ba, cause i'll be busy from now on le.. i will try my best to post when i have the time and post about what i've been doing ba?? So everyone, work work work play play play time loh!! =D earn $ firstfirst.

*****JEREMY OW JUN YAN!! OWE ME SEOUL GARDEN WHEN WANT RETURN??!! =D

2008-11-14T20:55:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone again!! =) Back to posting ya. Hmm.. as promised to post my small birthday gift, tuh duh, let your see ba. =)

2008-11-13T21:25:00.000-08:00

Promised qii to post 1 more cause i owe her the, if nt another 3 mre posts. SO here i am, post again another post for the day. Went out with qii go cwp. I went to find job there FIRST then see first. So now only waiting for their calls ba.. hmm.. Not sure whether i will accept even if accepted.. wanna go work with... .. see first ba i should say? hahs. i shall end my post here ba cause i'm going to give my sis chinese spelling and bathe. Waiting 10 to arrive to watch the detective show on channel U. Yesterday didn't watch till cause my dad snatched go watch news. ERGHH.. Next time gonna post what joyce, risa and bh bought for me for my birthday ba. =D Tomorrow has to wake up early to find job again ba.. ORCHAD next destination.. heh. =D nites everyone! =D bye. =)

2008-11-13T15:07:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. Was so boring after Os.. Finding job in process.. Tues after sci mcq exam, change then went out with qii and giina.. We have no aim as to go where to play.. So we went Bishan, Novena etc den back to Bishan again.. Shop for gina wedding dress on this coming sunday.. We kept looking white and black dress when confirm not gonna buy these 2 colors e.. hahs. In e end she went home empty handed. As for me, i bought my EYE-LINER. Intro by qii. Hahs. And i'm lucky as it's the last pack le =p. next time shall post the picture of the eye liner than. =p heh. B4 Os, only went out with qii study humans ba? post the pics then your will know where we went to study le.. =D starbucks is when our ss while the other is when hist exam. =)
try my best to post whatever i can daily ba, though it's hard. =p

2008-10-31T16:55:00.000-07:00

歌词：歌曲:带我走
歌手:杨丞琳
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说等我走
某个角落就你和我
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑像天空缠绵雨的汹涌
在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景
都有发过的梦

带我走到遥远的以后
带走我一个人自转的寂寞
带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕带我走
每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走
彼此温柔从此以後

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑像天空缠绵雨的汹涌
在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景
都有发过的梦

带我走到遥远的以后
带走我一个人自转的寂寞
带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨 Wo~~
蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏...

带我走到遥远的以后
带走我一个人自转的寂寞
带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕带我走

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫 Wo~~
带我走

2008-08-09T17:17:00.000-07:00

Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

2008-07-06T14:10:00.000-07:00

感情线

我想我已开始有点疑惑

好像被他说中些什么

难道已经没有别的选择

只能乖乖的束手就策

难过的是我们做了选择

是对是错谁也没把握

如果要我放手才能获得

为何在我心中有舍不得

看着你要走还装著笑容

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久

如果现在开口如何挽留

感情这条线注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点

想你爱他必定多一些

我们之间不可能再回到从前

我还傻傻画着幸福线

看着你走远还继续装笑脸

掩饰折磨我能撑多久

如果现在开口怎么挽留

感情这条线注定无法延长一点

你已不在而我何时才清醒

相信一切都是命

不曾放弃你我不会说什么

默默的承受像个男子汉

看着你要走[看着看着你要走]

还装着笑容[多么多么笑容]

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[还要撑多久]

如果现在开口[现在开口]

如何挽留[如何挽留]

感情这条线注定只能这么远

看着你要走[woo～]

还装着笑容[we will carry on]

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[knowing there were words i've never said baby]

如果现在开口[现在开口]

如何挽留[如何挽留]

感情这条线

注定只能这么远

[let the words remain unsaid]

2008-04-11T03:25:00.001-07:00

2008-03-26T19:50:00.000-07:00

歌曲：非卖品

当时怎么爱上你的
朋友说的我微笑听着
爱情的剧本原来就没规则
现在变不重要了结局揭晓了
后来当朋友你我也只是说说

训练成好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱还在整理着
我明白的只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的

我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻受了伤
当赠品留下包装的坚强
笑的那么自然悲伤也放进橱窗

爱没有答案
再倔强再不放到最后被看穿一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不舍转过身不必回头的承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

2008-03-19T19:52:00.000-07:00

so lazy to post leh.. k, tdy v.sian diao. i lost my wallet and found out only after lunch break.. =.= so i failed my ss test cause i didn't do at all. die le, 0 mrks. went G.O. to ask to see if any lost wallet found. and they said NO. went bck class, told mr ravin. then had to check everyone's bag. so sorry 4e4. k, i cried lol infront of e class. wad de hack, so embarrass bt really sad ma lost wallet. bt good tnk is when i report to G.O e so call discipline master hlp me go find and so there my wallet!! i was super gong. u know whr i left it?? in de BOOKSHOP. =.= and i dont even rmb leavin there AT ALL.. recently keep gong gong and xin shen bu ding.. talk also cn talk wrong. say go library borrow book, in e end said till go POPULAR borrow bks. =.= ytd went cwp with joyce buy make up. and there we bought an eye shadow with a gift, an eyeliner. i heard e sales-girl said its nt waterproof, in e end joyce say she said it is waterproof. ain't i ...?? so 19th march 2008 is nt my day.. hmm.. hax. SIAN AH!! so aft sch went elysia hse followed by gina's. gina n i ate maggie mee while watchin cantonese show[if i'm nt wrong, 4gt le. i know i m gong now. opps =p] ytd aft buyin make-up, went mac sit sit talk talk den go hm use comp.. hmm.. shld be tt's all. so shall end here then. Bye~ and go sch don suan me GONG hor~ hahs.

2008-03-13T23:25:00.000-07:00

went to meet elysia, gina and bh at admiralty mac tgt go to sch for phy.. we ask cher for extra lesson.. bh reach on de dot at e expected time we had said bt we all were late. Bought breakfast and ate in sch. we bluff chaoying and zhaohong tt we had phy lesson and they believed. hahs. bt ltr was found out tt we were lying at dem. hehe. btw, dey had camp in sch. waited for cher till 10.30 and we went off without telling her. opps~ hehe. went cwp with gina accompany her go repair her hp.. elysia went home and change and tgt with mingq. went to checkpoint aft tt to meet us. hb went home to take bball.. elysia suddenly said wanted to play though it started to rain le.. hmm.. we had lunch at e food court there b4 we head towards joyce hse. bt b4 tt we send gina off at e bus stop as she had to go home alr. we chatted ab4 we finally went dwn to play bball. i kept sayin don want la cause i m lazy. hehe. bt who knows when we start to play, i gona mad liao. keep play till dun wan stop. i knew hw to throw e ball into de "net" [i suppose].. it's fun if we know hw to play.. went bck joyce hse as it started to rain agn.. elysia n mingq. went first while i chat with joyce in her room aft tt. ok, had nt been posting for so long and ppl are askin me to post.. so here i am finally. =x shall stop here then. Tc everyone~ =) nights.